A Tough Decision

Theres a time in our life where we find out who our true friends are. Where we know what kind of person we are and who we want to be friends with. We have to learn to move on. Leave the friend behind that has different values, personalites, and is a whole different person than we thought. It's hard to deal with but sometimes letting go of a friend is the best thing to do. We need to come to terms that they are who we thought they were and we've grown up to become different people. We are in the middle of being a kid and being an adult. It's the hardest time in a person's life. You have to decide who you want to be and what you want to do in your life. You grow apart from old friends and make new friends. That point where you have to decide where you're going to go from here is where I'm at now. I've had to make the decision that my best friend since kindergarten isn't the person she used to be and the person where we could talk for hours about nothing and talk about what we are going to do after high school isn't the same person now. She's at the middle of her life where there's that fine line of trying to help her and letting her go. I've had to make the decision to let her go. I didn't want to accept that it is the best thing to do but I have to do it. To not hold myself back and hold on to someone who doesn't exist anymore. I want the old her back but for now that's not going to happen so I have to move on. It will be hard but I've learned who my true best friend is and as far as I know she's not going anywhere. This is my decision that I had to make. Sometimes we need to let go and move on. Change can be good.